When I'm older...


i'll wear whatever i want. ......................................................
“I’ve apparently been the victim of growing up, which apparently happens to all of us at one point or another. It’s been going on for quite some time now, without me knowing it. I’ve found that growing up can mean a lot of things. For me, it doesn’t mean I should become somebody completely new and stop loving the things I used to love. It means I’ve just added more things to my list.”



I’m a hopeless romantic. anything even close to being romantic will make me cry. i am desperate for my own little love story and i am terrified that i will never find my true love and i will be alone forever. I really love raspberries. Don’t know why but they’re my favorite thing! raspberry lemonade. raspberry milkshake. raspberry juice. they’re just all so freakin good. i’m obsessed with hilary duff. I know every one of her movies by heart. Especially A cinderella story. i can recite every line. my favorite singer is taylor swift. i went to her concert and i cried for a half hour straight. her music speaks to me. especially The Story Of Us. I love love love love shopping and fashion and makeup and girly things. I’m probably the most girly person you’ll ever meet. I don’t play any sports. but im a dancer. i love dance. i have been trained in ballet, jazz, modern, lyrical, hip hop, tap, pointe, musical theatre, even flamenco! ive been dancing ever since i was 3. i love to go school and be around my friends. im in IB and i get good marks. im sometimes a nerd. i love reading. sarah dessen is my favorite author. i have all of her books and have read them over and over again. when im happy, i dance around my room, make funny faces and sing at the top of my lungs. im a terrible singer. terrible. I love music so much. i love old music. new music. popular music. unpopular music. everything. I love nature but i can’t be in nature. bugs terrify me. i don’t like dirt. it goes along with the whole girly girl persona. i love dancing in the rain. and falling out of canoes occasionally. I love to be silly and wierd. i say wierd stuff. i do wierd stuff. i make wierd faces. it’s fun. i love my friends so much. we have the best adventures together. i wouldnt be able to live without them. legit. my fam jam consists of my brother, my mamma, and my pops. i love them to death. i am permanently pale. i dont tan in the sun much to my dismay. im always the palest out of all my friends. but i have tan lines right now so i quite proud of myself. i paint my nails almost everyday. i have almost 100 bottles of nail polish. so many colors. i love to do my makeup. im obsessed with clothes. aerie. aritzia. american eagle. forever 21. boathouse. good stores. im canadian which sometimes im not too happy about. expensive shipping, no online shopping for me. I’m a good kid. i don’t swear. don’t do drugs. only got drunk once. wanted to see what it would be like. i love to have fun and laugh lots. my laugh is obnoxious. I like bucket lists. I want to check every item off of mine. I am an awkward person sometimes but im still very outgoing. i typically dont care what people think about me. sometimes i get depressed when i think about the future. the future scares me a lot. i dont like being alone. at all. so thats me.